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Anthony Blunt ([personal profile] winksandnods) wrote2011-12-04 02:44 pm

3rd Code - audio

How in God's name do you all stand this?

[Too many long nights spent able to do nothing more than read the Journals, which provide no insight to the Malnosso. Too many cups of coffee and glasses of Scotch and soda. Too many questions he can't find answers to.

Anthony Blunt, to say the least, is on edge.

He's taken to drawing lately, more than he has in years. Though, unlike what he's told his fellows, he never really abandoned his art. His scenes are bleak, though-- Snowy buildings that loom and cast long shadows. Scabbed skin with numbers just visible under the wound. Complacent wraiths. All of the sketches are safely hidden in a journal kept under a floorboard in his bedroom.

He can think of no way in. The talk of "missions" he's heard have not seemed to endear individuals to the Malnosso, so volunteering for one would be only suicide, not helpful. Their captors have been silent themselves, there has been, so far as he has seen, no direct line to speak to them. Except, perhaps, just before Halloween, but he had not been in a proper state to ask questions then.]

[identity profile] winksandnods.livejournal.com 2011-12-07 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Precisely.

They give it to us.

We do not produce, save for a few. We are subject to their whims because they have the supplies we take for granted. At any moment, they could choose to revoke them.

We are at their mercy at least partially because we have placed ourselves there. Yet all most citizens of this place seemed concerned with is their own personal enjoyment. Passing the time. Not surviving on their own, not furthering the community's self-reliance.

[Complacent wraiths, content to bemoan their situation without looking about them.]

[identity profile] pugilistinpink.livejournal.com 2011-12-07 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Mac takes it all in as best he can, not wanting to believe that he may be one of the people his friend is accusing of being lazy, selfish, mooching pleasure-seekers, from the sound of it. He isn't sure if he should feel angry or saddened.]

Look... I ain't sure what's eatin' ya or where this is comin' from, but... whatever y'goin' through... I can hear ya out if y'need somebody t'listen.

[identity profile] winksandnods.livejournal.com 2011-12-09 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
There is nothing to "hear out" other than what I've said. Most of the population here does nothing to contribute to the village, either to their own self-sufficiency or the community's well-being as a whole.

We are in the Malnosso's debt, if anything, as they could cut off supplies at any time, and the majority of us would die.

[identity profile] pugilistinpink.livejournal.com 2011-12-09 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
Y’know, maybe... [He stares into the journal’s camera lens, his gaze hardening.] Maybe when I was new here, I thought, yeah, I owe ‘em f’food an’ clothin’ an’ havin’ a place t’stay. Yeah, I’d die without it. But now… [He shakes his head, his jaw clenching with resentment before he finds the words.] No. No way. I ain't gonna feel bad 'bout takin' nothin' I need.

[identity profile] winksandnods.livejournal.com 2011-12-09 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
And if they take it away tomorrow?

Do you have the skills to find food? Do you know someone with the skills who you could offer something to exchange? Could you fashion a shelter? Make clothes? Make the materials to make clothes?

You're not taking anything they're not giving you.

[identity profile] pugilistinpink.livejournal.com 2011-12-09 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
Wha... whaddya want me t'say, Mr.Anthony? [He demands exasperatedly.] Y'want me t'say I can't do nothin' on my own? Yeah, 'kay, I probably couldn't do many a' those things... but I'd sure as hell try somethin'. The Malnosso... [Another stiff shake of the head, his eyes unusually fierce.] I don' owe 'em nothin'. No. I... I won't ever owe 'em nothin'.